Lilian's Thoughts

I'm feeling so fresh!

Finally an off day after 5 days straight!

Nadia and I were grumbling for the past few days..

She had been working for 7 days straight and me, 5 days straight!

"Penat seh!" This is the typical sentence we have been saying for the past week..

She was giving me this victory look ytd when she left work..

Hahaha..

Oh.. forgot to mention, Nadia is my junior finance cashier at work..

Anyway, was celebrating bday last week..

I could only say this yr bday is a total big mess and cocked up..

Which left me feeling damn fed up and frustrated..

Nevetheless, I'm still glad to know tat I have a bunch of great ppl ard me..

Well.. some updates on life..

Lifewise..

Basically I have been doing the same old thing practically everyday..

It's been long since I last met up with GFs..

It's been so long since I last went shopping..

It's been so long since I last catch a movie..

It's been so long since I last went swimming..

I guess I'm just too busy bah..

Oh.. I looking forward to sth new and exciting this mth..

Cant wait for it to start and continue..

Well.. Workwise..

I was so shagged tat day tat I wanted to take a cab home..

In the end, Daddy came to fetch me..

Have been on this new scheme, Service Leader..

Well.. The process is quite long..

But I know I got to be patient and wait..

Afterall, I believe my hard work will be appreciated..

And right now, I'm kind of stuck in between..

Faced with 2 job opportunities..

Shld I follow my heart or be realistic and follow my brain?

The new job offers a much better pay and better benefits..

But it's a very desk bound job and I can foresee boredoom in tat job..

Yet it's a full time job..

I know my heart is with the ops job..

I enjoyed working there.. I like the ppl there..

Though at times, I thought of quitting..

Honestly, the pay is not very high.. Not much benefits.. Workload can be quite alot sometimes..

And it's a part time job...

Given the current schedule I'm working, I'm working like a Full-timer or even more days than them..

But still I chose to stay on..

Because of the nice working environment..

Because of the cool colleagues ard me..

And also the great bosses there..

Frankly speaking, I have been given a lot of opportunities to learn diff things..

Thinking back, I have been working for abt 10 mths here..

How time flies..

And now I'm just a step nearer to my promotion to be a service leader..

Should I give up all the efforts and accept the offer of the new job?

Or shld I just stay on and be patient?

And the new job require me to give a reply by this week..

Argh! Shitty hell..

Well.. I tink I should give it a serious thought..

Right now, I tink I know wat I wan for myself..

Well.. Otherwise..

I realised tat I got to start saving..

Have been spending as much as I earn..

So from this mth onwards, must save at least..

Erm.. $50 per mth..

Hahahaha..

Well.. I'm planning to go back to study next yr..

Still deciding on it..

I guess studies is still more impt..

Well.. I realised we still cant be as close as before..

I guess he's afraid tat things will get tangled like before..

But still.. I appreciated tat he still choose to reply my msg..

And even chatted with me..

I guess things got to be done one step at a time..

Alright... Time to get a bath..

See ya!

=)