Lilian's Thoughts

I'm back..

Today is a day worth celebrating..

Yet I'm cooping myself at home..

No mood to go anywhere..

Terribly sick..

Sorry to the FOBs for the absence for JBP trip..

Everything seems to go back to normal..

It's work, home and hang outs at Bongo..

No more late nights companion..

I'm still trying to adjust back..

To my FOBs, I'm sorry for the absence at Bongo..

I guess I need some time to resume back to the old Lian..

Pls dun come and ask me why..

I will say when I wish to..

As for workwise, I guess it's worth being glad for..

I'm doing well as a TIC..

Learning more and more things..

Bit by bit.. More and more..

My pic was put up on the PT meeting..

For being neat and tidy..

I received my 3rd good service badge..

Each from my OAM, Lisa and OEs, Sim and Cat..

One last one to collect..

Jia you, Lian..

Though things are going well, I think I'm not going to stay long..

I guess I'm planning for sth else..

As for Lifewise, night jog became my current fav..

With my MP4 at full blast..

I can just go off for a jog..

No more jogging at hilltop...

It's round the housing estate..

As for otherwise..

I was quite worried by this dream tat day..

Anyway, I got Boy's full name..

Next up, I will go search for him..

Hopefully I can get to meet him soon..

Recently, I have been so in love with "Cant help but wait", "原谅我" and "The Littlest Things"..

Just dun seem to get sick of this few songs..

Tat's just so typical me..

I have been doing quite a bit of thinking recently..

I found tat I'm so easily affected by things..

Easily contented by the little concern..

Yet easily depressed by the lack of concern..

I guess I'm just too used to being manipulated by my feelings..

Maybe I took things too seriously..

Maybe U were just playing along..

Or maybe things were too fast-forward..

Sth is wrong.. But nth can be done..

In a mth's time..

I was pampered like a princess..

I was shown concern like a queen..

In a week's time..

It was Hot and Cold..

Den I was being ignored like nobody's business..

All the care, concern and promises gone in a puff...

Things just changed so suddenly..

So suddenly tat I cant take it..

I realised I dun wish to walk past tat void deck..

I realised I dun wish to take tat lift back..

Sometimes keeping quiet does not help much..

It's been unfair from the start..

Even u wish to end it, was rather unfair also..

I think we need a talk but no chance is given...

I think there should be an explanation but u choose to buah bodoh..

Everything u said, u did, just merely entertaining me..

Everything u said, u did, just said out of fun..

U din mean it..

I'm kind of tired..

I'm sorry but I'm not like you..

I cant give up tat easily..

I guess I need some time..

I'm confused.. =(

Anyway, to tat spammer on my tagboard..

If Kau think aku blog kental..

den by all means, u can choose not to read..

Thanks for ur cooperation aite..