Lilian's Thoughts

I just woke up..

I din sleep well yesterday...

Too many things in mind..

Congested with stuffs..

Grr!

Sasha called me in the morning..

She had 2 free admission to a private function, "River Island"..

It's a fashion show..

And she asked me to tag along..

But I turned down the offer..

I need to stay at home..

Unless I wan to quarrel with my dad..

Cos my dad already gave me his warning..

If I still dun behave myself,

I tink he will start to control me...

So I guess I better behave myself..

Unless I wan to be tied up and forced to stay at home..

Hahaha!!

I just have sth to say..

To my family:

I know tat u all have been giving me the benefit of doubt..

And like wat Sis say, I'm old enough to decide for myself..

But I just wan to say tat..

Yes, I know I have been out recently..

And coming back home late or early the next day morning..

I know tat U all are not trying to control me..

Just tat U all are afraid tat I will mix with the wrong clinque of friends..

But pls trust tat I am behaving myself outside..

Yes, I like to party..

I like to tiong..

But I always know my limits..

I just wan to go out with my friends..

And now tat I dun have to work..

I will wan to go out with them..

So pls...

Just give me the benefit of doubt can??

I dun know wat else to do now..

Brain congestion..

Argh!

Give me a break!

=(

I know tat U have swallowed alot of ur ego and pride for me..

I know how u felt towards me..

U told me tat U hope tat I can hold on..

I dun know..

Really..

I am still waiting..

But I cant afford another heartbreak..

Holding on..

Fate shall decide everything..

=(