Lilian's Thoughts

I realised how big a fool I am..

I realised wat my parents said, finally made sense..

I realised tat I should not have trusted ppl so easily..

I realised tat every believe, there's a lie hiding beneath..

I realised tat ppl tend to take advantage of my kindness...

Argh!!

Lilian..

Take it as a lesson learnt..

No more trusting ppl so easily..

No more!!

I haven been fasting this few days..

It's time of the month..

And I was told tat I cant and am not allowed to fast..

I only drink or eat when I'm outside..

Cos the LPS mates all know tat I'm fasting..

And if they see me eating, they might start questioning..

But u cant expect me to tell each and every one of them tat it's my time of the month ah..

Right??

Period ah period, can u just go away faster??

I wan to carry on my fasting..

But looks like I cant make it to a month liao..

So sad..

Sasha, I cant celebrate Hari Raya anymore!!

=(

Anyway, Happy Birthday to Lian Chieh..

Happy Birthday to my big brother, Boyjam..

Someone dedicated this to me..

-Dun tink abt the life u gonna have if u lose him..
Tink abt the life u gonna have if u just let go of him (as if he never exist)..

-If u ask me how, when u still have 12 days facing someone, tink abt the 12 days is all, ur last chance to see him.. Cos if no coincidence happens, he will be officially out of ur life.. It's only 12 days..

-If u have men who have big egos, den I can only say it's women's nature to go after them.. Men who listen to ur every request, will be a wimp to u.. So dun complain one day when ur men have big ego..

-If u are waiting for some text or call tat U know will never come, den convince urself, since it's not coming, wat is the whole point of waiting like an idiot, expecting sth from a person who have nth to give.. maybe u can try and take the initiative, but after a few times, u should know if anything is coming out or u are just expecting too much..

-I know it's hard to forget or even let go but we need time to forget and let go. It's true tat u may not get the same feeling or reaction from others than him and memories like tat will follow u for life.. But why not tink abt the feelings others could give and he couldnt.. At least 10 yrs down the road, u will still remember the memories of the love u had but remember tat at least u had experienced this kind of love before in ur life..

-Never 2 kind of love is the same.. maybe the person u with is not the love of ur life.. Perhaps u still couldnt shake off the memories u had.. But it's right.. cos the most unforgettable love most likely is just a memory tat will accompany u through..

Love tat we can never have, is the one tat lasts the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest..

If 2 past lovers remain friends, they are either still in love, or never were..

Thank u, My friend..

It really did helped..

It's 220908..

Life is turning for the better..

Life is still great..

=)

Things are changing for the better..

I'm so glad..

I wished upon a day where u will resume talking to me..

I wished upon a day where u will forgive my lying...

And I have gotten my wish..

Now it's time to let go..

It's time to forget..

It's time to give up...

No point suffer thinking whether u will be mine..

Cos Fate will decide everything one day..

If we are meant to be, we will be..

8 more days..

Hang in there, Lilian..

=)