Lilian's Thoughts

I finally went back to get my long overdue O level cert..

And yes..

I'm the latest to collect my o level cert..

Hahaha...

I went back at the very wrong hour..

Miss Kaur left to conduct oral exam at other school..

Mr Goh is on reservist..

The other teachers got to go for meeting..

But I did managed to speak to Miss Soo for a while..

I really got to thank her for helping me to sign in with a visitor pass..

I saw some juniors..

Chatted abt NCC stuffs..

I'm impressed tat Reeta became the CSM..

The part D girls are doing well in NCC..

Girls, U made me so proud of u all! =)

I miss NCC so much..

The juniors are asking me to go back tomorrow..

But I kind of feel out of place to go back..

Cos the teacher I used to know are no longer there..

The juniors I'm closer with, are no longer there too...

Anyway..

I had a tiff with my sis yesterday..

I apologized tat my attitude was a bit bad to her..

Sorry, Jie Jie..

" U should plan wat u want.."

"Instead of thinking to just get in just one job, think of other jobs.. "

"It's all in u.. not the others.."

I was totally dumbfounded..

Her words set me thinking..

Wat other jobs can I get??

I intend to send in resume to apply for Show presenters at Zoo..

Now I got a problem..

Should I go apply for police??

I always thought of going to apply for either prison warden or traffic police..

Till now, I still considering..

Got to make up my mind..

My horoscope says:

"Procastination wont make anything out of it.."

"Make up ur mind.."

Hahahaha...

So spot on!

"Do wat u like.. I will give u my moral support.. "

Thank u, Buddy Mambo! =)

Alright, time to hit the gym tomorrow..

It's been like 3 weeks since I last stepped in there..

I have been asking myself..

Am I doing the right thing??

Are we really happy with this??

Is this really wat I want??

U are so not like u today..

I just got this feeling tat it's regarding me..

If u are doing sth tat is against ur will..

I rather u do sth to make me upset..

Cos I rather u be happy..

How I wish I can tell u all this..

But I cant bring myself to say to u..

Cos I cant bear to lose u..

How contradicting can u ever be, Lilian??

=(