Lilian's Thoughts

Sometimes, I realised tat I dun have alot of friends..

I mean close friends..

Yes, I know alot of ppl..

But I am not close to them..

Perhaps I am not welcomed by ppl..

Back in Secondary school time, I am not those type of girls who is always surrounded by ppl..

I dun have alot of friends..

I dun know many ppl..

Either do many ppl know who is Lilian Low Gui Hong..

Perhaps..

In ppl's impression, Lilian??

"oh, the NCC girl."

"Oh, the girl from 4A3.."

"Oh, the fat girl.."

Perhaps..

"Lilian?? Who sia??"

I always remember my sister who always tell my mum this long ago..

"Haiya, Lilian still can msg who??.."

"Shiyi la.."

"Lenice la.."

"Jun Yin la.."

Till now, I still think wat my sis say is really true..

Ppl always say U get to make more friends when u stepped out of secondary school..

But to me, No..

Whenever I feel like going out, I dun know who to call each time..

Just like I dun know who to ask along to celebrate my birthday when I was chatting with Sasha and Rumai tat day..

My circle of friends is really small..

Haiz..

Sometimes, when I'm bored at work..

When I thought of sms-ing someone..

I dun know who to msg..

I seriously dun know wat's wrong with me recently..

If u guys have noticed, lots of "Lilian's Thoughts" posts recently..

I have been thinking too much..

Perhaps it's because I'm bored at home..

Brain cells too active..

Have to work and make me ponder on different things..

I hate the current Lilian..

Get ur ass off me, u sickly emotional pig..

=(

P.s I still thank God for giving me those few close friends..

U should know who u are..

I love u ppl!!

And I really miss u all loads!!