Lilian's thoughts

I'm shagged..

My off days are cancelled..

Bloody Pig!!

I'm so damn freaking tired to the max..

I need a long break...

I want to go on a holiday to somewhere..

Somewhere relaxing..

Somewhere like Bintan or Langkawi...

I feel so stressed up!!

Fuck la..

Business is going down the slope..

I'm bloody fucking tired of this complicating and money minded world..

I have the urge to just jump down..

And tat's it.

I'm out of this world..

I just feel like sms-ing someone and bursted out all the stress-ness today..
U were the first on my mind..
But all I get was a bit of unwillingness to listen to my grumbles..
Yet u still have the cheek to ask if I'm angry when u see tat my tone have kind of changed in the sms..
Sometimes I tink we just dun click..
I need someone who knows when and how to show the concern..
I need someone who can cheer me up..
But ur sms-es nowadays dun cheer me up at all..
It often brings disappointment..
I realised tat there's a big gap between us..
No matter how hard I try to get close to u, the gap just dun seem to get smaller..