Lilian's Thoughts

Just came back from work...

Went out with Sasha yesterday...

We went Mcdonalds at Northpoint for Lunch..

I hereby announced...

If u wan nice and yummy fast food, dun go to Northpoint's Mac..

The food is a total turn off...

The drinks are diluted...

And the food are cold...

So, a total big NO NO for Mac lovers like u and me...

Anyway, We went to bugis den marina square..

Bought a bag tat I have been eyeing on and a vintage tube dress...

Den went marina square...

Shopped around and slacked at Starbucks..

Den we went idling ard..

No photos taken...

It was a total lazy day..

And I went work after tat..

Lps is kind of under renovation now..

Btw, I will be off for a straight 4 days...

From 2nd June to 5th June..

So ppl, pls ask me out...

I dun wanna waste my off days...

Hahaha...

Anyway, problems arised again...

Mummy was sighing in the car just now...

We cant meet the ends...

Money money and money...

Now den I know tat we owe the housing loan for ard 4 mths...

We are unable to pay the monthly installments...

The monthly bills like utilities and eletricity, daddy's car loan...

Daddy suggested tat maybe we should spread the news ard..

And ask if anyone is interested in taking over the stall...

Maybe problems will be solved tat way...

I do hope so...

Maybe tat will be a big relief for us..

Cos I wont be tied down by this business...

Mummy felt so guilty..

Cos she says tat I will become like a frog in a well...

If I continue to work here..

I shld go out and explore the outside world...

I dun know ah...

Haiz..

I just wan my parents to be happy...

I miss the days where my mum work as a chicken rice seller...

I miss the days where my dad work as a grocery deliverman...

I miss the days where I dun have to work and go out at night...

I miss the days where I can slack at home and watch TV at night...

I miss the days where we can go on holidays as often...

even when it is only going to Genting...

I hate these days when my parents are selling rojak...

I hate these days when I have to work everyday...

I hate these days when I have to pang seh my friends half way and go to work everyday...

I hate these days when I cant even do my favourite tat is watching TV...

I hate these days when I cant even go on holidays...

Ahhhhhh...

I'm so stressed...

GOD, WHERE IS UR EYES???

WHY DO NICE PPL LIKE MY PARENTS CANT SOLVE THEIR PROBLEMS??

ARGHHHHH!!

FUCKING FED UP!!

Sorry... I know I have been complaining so much...

But I am so tired...

Yet I cant sleep...

Mind congested with stuffs...

ARGHHHH!!!

Not only this stupid business is causing me headaches, this idiotic, freako friend of mine is causing me headaches..

ARGHH!!

I feel like smacking ur buttocks!!

Anyway, thanks to Sasha...

U really cheer me up so much...

I know I succeeded in making u give up...

But I miss ur sms-es and concern...

I miss u, my friend..

How contradicting is tat huh??

Haiz...

=I