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I realised tat I have been rather bad-tempered recently...



And I quarrelled quite alot with my dad...



I cried like twice tat week...



I really have to say thanks to Wan, Mambo, Uncle An, Rafi, Yantau, Yus, Didi, Uncle Ibrahim, The stall 19 ppl, Yazine, Nizzam...



They have been cheering me up recently..



I cant be alone recently..



My thoughts wandered away and I start to tink of unhappy stuffs...



I was questioned by my dad because someone told my dad tat I put my hand over Rafi's shoulder and lean towards him..



My mum believed tat I din do so..



My dad seems to believe wat tat person say and kept looking at me from our stall..



Tat hurts me most..



Cos he actually believe tat I am such an indecent girl..



Uncle An consoled me..



I know tat he cares for me..



But he's doubting me..



I'm lazy to explain..



All I can is I treat them as my buddies..



They are like my brothers..



They cheer me up.. I will never feel bored with them around..



I made more new friends ever since I start to take orders..



Friends like Nonoi, Wan, Yazine, Nizzam...



They are really nice ppl who never fail to cheer me up...



Thanks to all of you..



I learnt to take it easy..



I'm not affected by those irritating rumours..



If I get affected, they got their motive..



So, they can just go on and gossip abt me...

I wont stop to talk and mix around with the guys just because of wat u said to my dad..

I din do such thing and my conscience is clear..

I know my relationship with my dad is getting bad...



Like wat Uncle An says, ur dad will appreciate ur work one day..



Let Time prove it to him...



I am used to endure...



But too much endurance will only cause a bomb to explode in me one day..



I now learnt to take things easy..



Watever they say is just a passing remark...



I should not get affected by them even my dad...



All the bad things from them are just nonsense..



Keep the good ones and dump the bad ones...



I had to be strong.. stronger than wat they tink I am..



The more u want to push me down, the more i wan to stand up..



Pls welcome the brand new strong lilian in me..



I can do it..



Yes, I can...



I am thankful to all those who listened to my complains..



All ur consoling makes me feel better..



I will be the 24-hour smiling Lilian, the Rojak girl and the girl girl..