hmmm.. feels so weird..

hmmm.. today woke up quite early cos mummy call me too early le... they were on their way to the airport.. haiz.. did not sleep well yesterday.. dun know why??.. hmmm.. morning wake up, feels so weird.. alone at home.. the thought of Linda leaving.. feels so weird and sad.. hmmm... try very hard to bear with it.. den I tidy up the bed.. found Linda's Ring.. haiz.. she forgot to bring.. hmmm.. nvm la... den suddenly got an urge to call her and tell her to take care but my fingers dun seems to be able to move.. den forget it la.. so went to school.. once I reached school.. I head straight to my usual seat la.. and I suddenly feel so weird.. haiz... during paper, did the questions.. the paper a bit hard lor.. but dun know why?? I just feels so sad that cannot send Linda off... haiz.. though I everytime call her, PKK... but being sisters for so long le.. went through hard times, sorrow times when Jessica passed away... of course will sad ma... haiz.. den after paper, I went with sha sha to shop a while.. when I reached home.. suddenly went to open Linda's drawer.. Shasha tell me say tat I will definitely miss my sister.. she last time aso like tat.. her bro go NS.. she was so happy.. but after a few weeks, she started to miss him le.. hmmm.. just now wanna on computer but it seems to give me problems.. now finally can use le.. hmmm.. tag at Linda's friends' blogs... den decided to update blog.. haiz.. started to see blurry things.. den did I realise tat I cried.. so crybaby hor me... haha.. haiz.. have to get used to not having a sister.. haha... hmmm.. take care..

haiz.. talk abt something else la.. mummy is sleeping like a log in the room.. ah ma doing housechores and tat stupid ah boy actually bit off its beautiful feather.. the longest one sia.. so stupid.. I think it is going to be botak.. need to bring him to Yun Nan haircare centre.. wahaha... hmmm.. daddy went to batam... haiz... ah ma tell me tat Linda hugged and cried before boarding the plane.. lucky I not there.. if not cry more.. haha.. k la.. dun wanna see tears le.. byeeeeeeeeeee....