The Sad thing is tat I did not realise my mistake!!

At night.. I asked Ding Xuan.. cos I heard from Shak tat he and reuben not happy with me.. I decided to ask him cos I dun him to be unhappy with me but curse me at the back.. He say tat I keep on pick on him.. I did not.. He told me my mistakes and wat he is not happy abt.. He say my teaching is not fun.. a lot of negative things.. I feel so sad and after tat.. I started to cry.. U may say tat I am emotional.. but I cried is becos I tink tat I only know tat when I am going to step down.. so sad.. I cried until.. haiz.. den Chris talk to me.. he tell me tat ppl make mistakes.. as long as we learnt and know tat.. he told me not to be sad cos he believe tat the juniors will miss the NCOs.. cos maybe the next batch is more strict.. I feel so much better after talking to him.. thanks.. Chris.. den I aso talk to lenice.. she tell me tat it is not my fault.. dun put the blame on myself.. maybe it is true.. but Ding Xuan's words really hurts me.. haiz.. hope they will be the best.. best wishes to them...
to be continued...