I feel so useless!!!

Today, I feel so sad... I just called a part B and asked him to go for tomorrow very important de SYF.. Then he tell me tat he will go.. I ask whether he will really come..He say he sian liao.. I was so frustrated.. I scold him.. I say out all the things in my mind... after that.. I cried.. I could not bear.. why must they always tink of quitting.. if tat is the case.. why join?? then Amos tell me.. to relax... I told ming hong tat the reason why I did not want to give up... because I really.. seriously believe that they can.. it is just that they dun wan.. this is why I nv wan to give up on them.. I dun wan them to be the no wanted de.. the one group that no specs look upon to.. I want them to be the wanted.. just like the part C.. or maybe other platoon... if any part B happened to see this post.. pls help me to convert this msg to ur part.. " I will feel better if u reject me at the first time when I ask u to come training.. do not give me hope and then diminish my hope.."