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Lilian's Thoughts

I cant sign in blogger anymore..

Linda say tat the com at home cant allow us to sign in blogger..

Damn! There goes my diary!

But nvm.. I'm going to switch to wordpress soon..

So stay tuned ppl!

For now, Teribly sick!

My cough sounds like dog barking!

=(

Lilian's Thoughts

I'm back!

Happy Bday, Buddy Didee!

Uploaded a pic tat I took with him like a yr ago..

Ytd's last night chatting was great!

Though I wan fighting with my eyelids.. To wish u at 12am..

Thanks, Buddy!

And u better dun spell my name wrongly again ah!

Hahahaha..

I feel like going for a swim!

All I know is I got to go get ready..

Need to go back for spring cleaning..

Alright.. Dust swimming, Lian..

How great..

=)

Lilian's Thoughts

I'm back!

Just had my McChicken burger =)

Sometimes food just makes u happy..

I'm glad tat I have a bunch of colleagues who are quite concerned about me..

Thanks, ppl..

I will be fine..

I went for dinner with Cat, Auntie Margaret and Lina at CWP tat day..

We chit-chatted till 10 plus..

Thanks for accompanying me when I needed support most..

Well.. Workwise..

I did SBE ytd..

It's been like donkeys mths since I last did SBE..

But well.. At least I din screw up everything..

Though I kalang kabong at the opening.. hahaha..

I'm proud of myself.. 20 wagons =)

Thanks to HuiLin for taking over and helping me with the sales..

As for otherwise..

I admit tat I still feel very hurt over wat she said..

Maybe she din know tat her words are really very hurtful..

Ytd.. I was feeling so empty..

I dun know why..

Suddenly I feel like calling U..

But I din..

Honestly speaking.. I still have times where I feel like calling him.. Sms-ing him..

Just like before..

But it also struck me to realise tat I cant rely on him..

Friends only, Lilian...

Well.. I'm contented to be able to see him..

I'm contented when he gives me his signature smile...

I'm contented when we still tease each other like before..

Tat's enough.. I guess.. =)

And anyway..

Puasa gonna start tomorrow!

Thanks to Nadia who passed me a list which shows the start and end time of puasa..

And this yr, I'm also going for fasting..

Happy Fasting to all Muslim, Including me! =)

I'm so excited! I dun know why..

Hahahaha..

Alright..

It's bedtime! Toddles!

=)

Lilian's Thoughts

I'm back..

I din go for my morning jog..

Damn it! Damn it! Damn it!

It's been so long since I last went for my morning jog..

I guess I'm just plain lazy to wake up early on my only off day..

Well.. I have been feeling rather low and useless recently..

Ytd mummy was grumbling tat she still cant find a job..

I just merely complaining..

"There she goes.."

Some angelic voice goes behind..

"U dun understand.. Cos u dun contribute to this family at all.."

Ouch! It hurts..

I know I dun contribute to this family at all..

But with tat mere salary, how u expect me to contribute to this house?

I know u all wan me to go get other jobs..

But wat other jobs?

Stewardess again?

Come on la.. How can I ever get in Stewardess?

I just cant get support from u ppl..

I already heed ur advice..

I'm applying for other jobs..

Wat more u wan me to do?

I dun earn as much as u do..

I know u are so capable..

U are supporting this household...

I had enough of "If i have this figure, I would have go for stewardess.."

Enough la! Stewardess.. Stewardess..

Ya.. It's such a glamourous job.. with high pay..

So? Not everyone desire for it..

I'm tired of it..

Yup.. I appeared as if I bo chap..

But do u know how hurtful each time u said tat I'm useless?

"U dun need to pay for anything.."

"Aiya.. So wat if it's service leader? U are still earning tat little.."

Somehow.. This time round.. I just feel wat u say..

I realised I'm really useless..

I appeared to be so capable at work..

But when it comes to here, I just seem to be such a failure..

God..

I'm tired of all this..

I just need a shoulder..

I just need a support..

All I know now is I cant stop those tears rolling down..

=(